I gave birth once,
it took more than a day.
I gave birth twice
and it took about five hours
(I danced during).
I gave birth,
but it wasn’t my birth to give.
I didn’t give life.
Bullshit.
I was set on fire
with a simple bodily function.
I gave
I give
for it to be taken.
Really we all give
and take
under a guise of sharing.
Connection,
now there’s the bile
I need cleared out.
The pain of sociability is reaching out,
getting accepted
and, in a way,
(even in rejection, heck in betrayal)
never letting go.
It’s easier to stab oneself in the eye, no?
Attachment
Karmic entanglement
whatever
you’re bound for life,
sucker.
I wish us well with that.
I give birth
truly giving birth:
The sun screaming at me
to pry my eyes open.
I revolt
by opening them wide
to get on.
We’re all little revolutionaries
guerilla movements
crowding into the next day’s
Square.
We continue
we give birth
and we don’t know
why
we struggle
kicking out
we just do.
Babies sucking on a tit.
Sun hitting us in the face.
Dying
together.
We just do
gunga din.